Getting nervous...

Tomorrow Pam and I are going to the clinic so I can get some more lab work done and more importantly to have a lesson on how to inject myself.

I'm nervous. I'll admit it.

It's the not knowing that is killing me. Not knowing how much it will hurt, not knowing how my body will react, not knowing if in the end all this won't be in vain.

I have butterflies in my tummy. I wonder if I'll sleep well tonight.

I had an interview today for an afterschool position that I hope I get. The first day of school happens to be the date set for the egg retrieval. I'm not sure how I'll bring that up if I get the job. I suppose I'll just say I have surgery scheduled for then.

We'll see.