Not pregnant.

I got this email today-

Unfortunately, your recipient had a negative pregnancy test this morning. :( It looks like there was a sperm issue looking at the number of embryos that were created. But I know you wanted to know the outcome, even if it wasn’t positive. The good news is that they have 2 more embryos to try with and hopefully the second time around will work out for the better. Sorry to give you this news, but you did everything you could and unfortunately, it just doesn’t work out sometimes for one reason of another. Hope all is well, and I’ll keep in touch! Take care.

I'm so disapointed. I feel so sad for the Intended Parents. I can't believe that out of 14 good eggs they only have 2 embryos left. I guess the IF's spermies just didn't like my eggies!

I hope they get pregnant with their next try. It makes me really frustrated that I still got paid even though they may never get their baby. It seems so unfair. The whole infertility thing is so unfair.

Teenagers all over the world have sex just once and get pregnant. And there are loving couples who try for a baby for years and can't get pregnant. How does that make any sense?

How long will it take for Pam and I to have a baby? As excited as I am to start our journey to mommy-hood the emotional roller coaster of it has me terrified. At least we've got love, and that's all you realy need.

Hopefully next month I'll get the good news that THEY have good news.